i feel like i'm losing control of myself, i sincerely
i apologize if all that i sound like is i'm complaining,
but life keeps on complicating, an' i'm debating on leaving this world this evening.
even my girls, can see i'm grievin'.
i try and hide it but I can't, why do i act like i'm all high and mighty,
when inside i'm dying, i am finally realizing i need help.